I am extremely quickly coming upon the imminency of my graduation, and surprisingly, I have gone from total freakout to almost calm.
I rarely show it when I am freaking out, so those who know me might not have noticed.
I only need a few more things to play out, then I can relax a bit (and start looking for jobs). It is sometimes hard for me to go from full throttle get-things-done mode to a more relaxed state, and the truth is that for me its like an on or off switch. I'll have some free time and spend it doing something I enjoy, but the whole time my mind is on that thing that needs to get done. It makes it a bit hard to focus sometimes.
I definitely need more coffee.